June 13, 2008

Gifted

The plant that exploded into a bush this past week was lemon verbena, no doubt sourced by some tiny particle of potential remaining from that verbena I tried and failed to grow two summers ago. Or maybe not. Maybe some seed rode the wind over our fence. As I observed it with amazement out of the corner of my eye the last few days, I remembered the British doctor who said that when he makes house calls he always walks around the outside of the home to see what is growing - "wild or with particular zeal" - there, since in his experience, what the earth offers up with insistence is often just what the people in the house most need.

So I’m sipping lemon verbena tea, thank you very much. And yes, the medicinal shoe fits.

You see that line in the banner above?: life is a conversation and Every Thing is talking. This is what I mean by it. Every Thing is communicating with every other thing all the time. Words are a small portion of this. It is energies and symbols and signs and feelings and rhythms and dreams and vibrations and wise offerings from mother earth and much more than I can name or know. Too bad most of us are lousy at harvesting the many gifts at hand. Or in recognizing just how “gifted” we all are.

And yet, for so many people this remains a whisper of possibility - and longing - deep in the psyche. I submit as Exhibit A the fact that yesterday's New York Times article "Mystery on Fifth Avenue" is among those most forwarded today. It's about a home with hidden messages and clues... things that "remain largely unnoticed"... that seem "random"... that might even cause one to question "sanity"... but which reveal, in fact, a loving treasure that wants to be found, is meant to be found.

A friend who read it wrote to me, "I want to live in a home like this." I probably should have written back, "You do."

April 27, 2007

Children at the Museum

There were very young children at the museum yesterday. I couldn’t help noticing them.

The Greek and I celebrated our wedding anniversary by taking a weekday off and going to the Picasso And American Art exhibit at SFMOMA. Fascinating to observe how different artists responded to Picasso’s genius. 

In 1939, Picasso had his first big show in the states. Young emerging artists such as Pollock and Louise Bourgeois attended the exhibit and fell into tortured, self-conscious artist mode. Bourgeois stopped painting for a month. Pollock bought a book on Picasso and later threw it against a wall in a fit of rage, screaming, "That guy thought of everything!" Picasso single-handedly shattered their dreams.

Early emulation seems to have followed two distinct tracks – some, like Ashile Gorky, spent a lifetime copying Picasso’s work; others were set free within themselves and what they tapped there had a profound integrity. There’s a small, vibrant piece by Lee Krassner that, however clearly inspired by The Pic, is entirely her own. And is there a better, more original painting on earth than De Kooning’s Woman And Bicycle?  As of yesterday, I can assure you, it must be witnessed in person; no reproduction captures it.

But perhaps I spent the longest time standing in front of Pollock. In fact, I circled back to his stuff twice.

Flashback: A long weekend trip to New York City with my family when I was six. We went to the Guggenheim. I remember thinking – knowing, really – that the art  there mattered, that these works captured something deep and important, and I was interested in whatever that was. I asked many questions. Too many, probably.  At one point, we were staring at a large canvas of what seemed like paint splatters. What was this? My mother said, “It’s a  Jackson Pollock,” in a way that made his name count. I asked more questions. She responded to my six-year-old self, “Perhaps you need to just take time with it. Why don’t you sit over there and study it?”

(For all I know, this was the day it started: “Be quiet. Pay attention. Figure it out.” – This was Mom’s most constant directive throughout the eighteen years I spent under her daily guidance.)

As I stood in front of Pollock yesterday, I think I recognized what must have jarred me when I was six. How did Pollock manage to do that? To reach down, tap the deepest reservoir of energy in his soul and manage to bring it up, up, up through his body, down his arms and out his hands onto his canvas. There’s nothing random about those works. They are revelatory blueprints. As true as a thing gets.

In fact, in SFMOMA’s permanent collection, there is an earlier Pollock that seems to peel back the process in his quest. At the bottom is a slightly abstract creature – crocodile?… alligator? – surrounded in black. At the top there are smaller, mythical/primal creatures – like those anthropomorphic birdmen in petroglyphs. In between, there is an organized pattern of splatters. It’s as if the "monster" down low was still waiting for him, the upper mythical creatures were holding a place for some future holy thing, and the paint between was still a process of too much thinking. Too much for Pollock, that is. To what extent did the frustration of , "That guy thought of everything!" free Pollock to give up thinking altogether and work straight from the deep without it?

Which reminds me of my favorite line from the movie

You’ve done it, Pollock. You’ve cracked it wide open." - Lee Krassner

So there I was yesterday, as an adult and glad of the life experience that allowed me to consciously recognize what was in front of me. As for those who still dismiss the splatters, I decided yesterday they are either fearful or not fully alive, and too bad for them.

Throughout the exhibit, I kept finding myself standing next to very young children, who – hallelujah -  had been brought to a sophisticated museum show.

There was the infant carried high on the shoulder of her father, whose ears were plugged into the museum’s audio tour. The tiny girl would babble and coo, and the father would periodically respond by repeating a narration line from his headset

"Though Picasso never set foot in America, the protean artist had a profound impact..."

."..Weber was the first to…"


"...devouring father..."

There was a little boy, I’d guess four. His father would stop in front of certain works with him and - not saying a word, explaining nothing – would point to a seeming body part in the work, then touch that body part on the boy. He ran his finger along in the air just off the ridge of a nose, then gently ran the same finger down the boy’s nose. The boy reached up to stroke his own nose. The father then put his index and middle fingers out toward the nostrils, then fit those two fingers to the boy’s. Throughout, the little boy had a serious, accepting face.  The two of them, working together, seemed to be putting the artworks into the boy’s body.

You just never know with kids – how such early experiences might “go in” … to rise again later.

At the very least, a memory might rise and make one grateful to be more than young.

Thanks, Mom.

UPDATE: Oh, here- Splatter away!

April 25, 2007

Democracy = Conversation #1

UPDATED BELOW 4.28.07

I say #1 because this is such a big deal to me that no doubt I will have more to say over time - but for now, let's start with John  McCain's sorry, sorry presentation of himself on The Daily Show last night.

I actually wrote about this immediately after but figured there was no use posting it when the show's website only put up an abbreviated clip. God bless Crooks & Liars for serving up the whole thing.

It's quite telling. The senior senator from Arizona did his best to feign good sport but seemed clearly uncomfortable from the first. By the second segment, he started blabbering at length for the sole purpose of keeping Jon Stewart from pointing out the emptiness of his argument.  McCain had nothing but the oldest of talking points. Brain-dead stuff. Stewart is pretty good at calling out talking points and dismantling false arguments and demanding respect for alternate perspectives. In response to this kind of authentic give and take, the Senator - the video makes obvious - has got Nuthin. Nuthin but Desperation Motor Mouth. Pathetic, really. And sad.

The very least we should expect of someone who wants to lead is that he or she can engage in actual conversation about serious matters. When someone starts doing what Senator McCain did - the adult verbal equivalent of a little kid putting his hands over his ears and shouting  LaLaLaLaLaLa to keep away something he can't bear to hear - know for certain that this is no leader for hard times, or any time.

Good Lord. He only had to converse for what...ten whole minutes?  And he couldn't even muster that.

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UPDATE - 28 April 2007

Bill Moyers and Jon Stewart discuss the "conversation" on  Bill Moyer's Journal:

JON STEWART: I don't particularly enjoy those types of interviews, because I have a great respect for Senator McCain, and I hate the idea that our conversation became just two people sort of talking over each other, at one point.

But I, also, in my head, thought, I would love to do an interview where it's just sort of de-constructed — the talking points of Iraq — sort of the idea of, is this really the conversation we're having about this war? That if we don't defeat Al Qaeda in Iraq, they'll follow us home? That to support the troops means not to question that the surge could work. That, what we're really seeing in Iraq is not a terrible war, but in fact, just the media's portrayal of it. So, I wanted to just go through-- like, is this really the conversation that we're going other be having about something as significant as this war?

BILL MOYERS: But something happened. You saw it happen to him. What you saw was evasive action. It wasn't shriveling, it was merely… he dropped his head, and you could you could...

JON STEWART: Actually, he-- began to, he stopped connecting and just looked at my chest and decided, "I'm just gonna continue to talk about honor and duty and the families should be proud," all the things that are cudgels emotionally to keep us from the conversation. But, things that weren't relevant to what we were talking about.


June 22, 2005

Summer Solstice 2005

Revel!

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"A reveller jumps in the air after climbing up on one of the stones forming Stonehenge, near Salisbury, England, as crowds gather before sunrise to mark the summer solstice.

Via  CJR Daily.
 

April 21, 2005

Yoo-hoo

About this new pope - he's got...uh...very dark eyes.

I'm just sayin'.

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