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August 19, 2007

Have I mentioned my mother?

There’s this bit of infrequent shtick here at our house. I’ll be expressing some curiosity or testing a  perception on something, and the Greek will stop cold what he is doing, point at me with a straight-out arm and announce loudly, “Not normal!”

As in “That’s not how people think”, though I prefer to cling to Deepak’s Chopra’s definition of health: “What we call normal is merely the psychopathology of the average.”

Well, I have to say, if I am not “normal”, this is in large part due to my mother, who is less “normal” than I. I offer as Exhibit A, the following report she filed some years ago:

One day, my two grown children were discussing the Transcendental Meditation Siddha Program, and one asked the other to define Siddha abilities. As the other began to list them, the ability that captured my imagination was “Omniscience.”- “Now, that would be wonderful!” I thought to myself.

Many years later, in May 2002, I was teaching a Reiki II class. The students were especially intuitive and insightful, and at the end of the class, when I turned it over to Q&A, they began asking me questions I had never been asked before, had never even heard asked, and didn’t know the answers to. And yet, lo and behold, I was answering them, and as I answered, I knew the answers were right.

The light/energy in that room was unlike anything I’d ever experienced with a class. I knew something special was happening, but what? And just as I was thinking this, I saw that the question being asked was coming toward me as though on a ribbon. As the ribbon approached me, another ribbon with the answer was rising from a deep well within me, and the ribbons passed each other in front of me. As this continued, I realized that for any question posed, the answer would rise. Amazing.

And then it was time to end the class and the students moved out the door, me still floating in this light-filled state. The very last one was standing beside me and she said, “I just read a book about General George Armstrong Custer and, believe me, he was not a nice man!” I had turned toward her and saw that this statement was coming toward me on a ribbon, and a ribbon was arising within me and as it emerged, I saw a name written on it… George W. Bush.”

My students were barely out of my driveway before I was on the phone to my daughter in California, telling her about this experience. “George Bush, the reincarnation of George Custer – that was the feeling of the ribbon.” She suggested I read everything I could about Custer to see if there were similarities. Over the next couple of months I followed her advice, read numerous books, noted similarities ~ and there are many, many…

Several weeks later, as I poured over my stack of books, it occurred to me to ask which book my student had read,  in case it was one I had not discovered. I called her and said, “What was the name of the book you read on Custer?”

“I didn’t read a book on Custer.”

“Wait a minute. Didn’t you say as you left, 'I just read a book on George Armstrong Custer…?'”

“I didn’t say that.”

So what happened? Who did say that? I was looking right at her, her lips formed the words, and there came a ribbon, and it was her voice that said it.

I now think that my teachers on inner planes wanted me to have that information as part of the lessons they are teaching me on how a soul grows (or doesn't) through lifetimes, and are able to teach this not only through those I am in contact with in person, but also use people on the national stage as examples.

With teachers like that it’s hard to miss the message!

I believe now that, for that very brief period of time, I had the experience of Omniscience. I believe Omniscience must be on a fine level of the relative, probably very close to where you find the Akashic Records. I’m sure there’s someone out there who can explain it accurately, even draw diagrams of it, and maybe even access it at will, but I have not found them yet.

My mother.

Who, as I write this, is – at age 77 – on a road trip with her spectacular friend to master Dr. Eric Pearl’s ReConnection healing technique.

On another day, I can tell you about some maddening challenges that come with this terrain. But, overall, there’s no question - I’ll take this over “normal” any time.

And with this I formally note for the record one of the profound and awesome gratitudes of my life.

August 16, 2007

"One Nation, Under Stress"

Quiet here of late. The truth is I've been so depressed about all things American, and a few other things as well, that I didn't want to spew that mooooood all over this space. But last night I was flipping through a magazine and came upon something that cheered me considerably:

Since 9/11, America has behaved like a battered spouse, says psychologist Martha Stout, Ph.D., in her powerful new book The Paranoia Switch: How Terror Rewires our Brains and Reshapes our Behavior - And How We Can Reclaim our Courage (Sarah Crichton Books). We've been collectively traumatized and subsequently dominated by fear, she says, only to become demoralized, paralyzed, and separated from the values and passions that once guided us as a nation. Drawing from her work with trauma patients and her teachings at Harvard Medical School, Stout makes the case for applying the psychological model of trauma on the brain, body, and behavior to the nation as a whole. Seen in this light, the instigating events of 9/11 are just part of the problem. The rest comes from people with political purposes who are "motivated to keep your subliminal fear and your sense of dread at a simmering point." Fortunately, a nation, like an abused spouse, can break free and heal, Stout says. She details a plan to assess anxiety, identify the myths and realities of the threat, protect ourselves against fearmongers, and regain  hope.  "Our continued fear has had large scale social and political implications," she writes. "And healing from it is more than an individual health objective - it is a national mission. Striving to be calmer, more aware, and more rational is, arguably, a patriotic act." This is one of the year's most illuminating books.

"Cheered by this?" you say. Yes. Because we're well past time to be talking about what's really broken. And how it has been made worse by small, dangerously unwise, so-called leaders.

I sure hope the reviewer is right about illumination, because we're definitely overdue for light. Time to recognize and talk - and I mean serious talk  - about the core material at the heart of what really ails us. And specific steps we can take to self-correct.

Show me a viable presidential candidate who gets this and pledges commitment to concrete healing steps as a national mission, and I'm on board.

In the meantime, we should all be pressing media outlets to start a whole new order of conversation about what we "need" to do.

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